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23 November
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18 November
they say alone doesn't mean lonely; ha
You know what makes me sad the most?
That I don't have anyone to say "good morning" to.
That I don't have anyone to say "good morning" to.
13 November
4 November
fucking witch
You know how you have a habit of thinking that everything's okay and you feel better? Well, you need to lose it. Cause when you do think that, things usually go down the drain.
25 October
you'll rise again
Soon snow will cover everything.
And by the time next spring comes, I'll be completely fine.
And by the time next spring comes, I'll be completely fine.
21 October
the exact description of this blog, lol
Fuckfuckfuck.
Everything sucks.
Badbadbad.
I'm so tired.
Sad.
Crying.
Oh, I'm fine, look at me, I'm cool, I'm strong, I'm moving on.
Ah, no, I'm not. Sorry, my mistake.
Hello, darkness, my old friend.
Everything sucks.
Badbadbad.
I'm so tired.
Sad.
Crying.
Oh, I'm fine, look at me, I'm cool, I'm strong, I'm moving on.
Ah, no, I'm not. Sorry, my mistake.
Hello, darkness, my old friend.
17 October
"super only friend" my ass
I think I know what's wrong with me. It's that feeling, the realization that… Well, I'm not a priority anymore. Simple as that.
13 October
10 October
8 October
am I that stupid?
Think about it, jeez!
Why do you keep tormenting yourself and cry your eyes out. I hope that's PMS, but you know it's not only that.
It's never gonna go away that way. Or heal.
It was so silly of you to think that the change of scenery and activities on itself is going to help. Nothing is gonna make you stop hurting except you.
So start acting like an adult. Make the right choices. Like you did once already. You did make a right one and you know it. So make some more.
And when you do - once you do! - stick to it.
Why do you keep tormenting yourself and cry your eyes out. I hope that's PMS, but you know it's not only that.
It's never gonna go away that way. Or heal.
It was so silly of you to think that the change of scenery and activities on itself is going to help. Nothing is gonna make you stop hurting except you.
So start acting like an adult. Make the right choices. Like you did once already. You did make a right one and you know it. So make some more.
And when you do - once you do! - stick to it.
3 October
25 September
Madilyn Bailey – Scars (Papa Roach cover)
I've always cared too much. About everything. But this song in particular is connected to a hard period of my life (I think it was May of 2016.)
The period when I was trying to mend the heart of the man I loved. I was trying to help him get over a girl he kept loving even when he started dating me. And it was painful. And I wanted to end it. He was driving me crazy. And the fact that I couldn't help him made me feel so powerless and useless.
"I can't help you fix yourself,
But at least I can say I tried".
And I did try. Very hard. "I'm sorry, but I gotta move on with my own life". And I so desperately wanna move on. I'm trying really hard.
But I still care too much and it's very painful. Sometimes I just wanna be a cold-hearted bitch.
24 September
16 September
Fleur - Кто-то.
По моим песням можно предсказать мою судьбу. А также рассказать о прошлом и настоящем. Никаких гадалок не надо.
Это так глупо, но сколько слушаю треки, не только этот, столько себя отождествляю.
Ощущение, что подбирая все эти песни много лет назад или недавно, я знаю, что произойдет в моей жизни.