I got used to sharing a bed again. For the first time in two years I feel comfortable sleeping with someone. That's a little bit weird, but also… nice.
When you cry because you find out that a side character you loved in a trilogy is getting his own duology… I mean… Yeah.
I love books more than people.
I want to change things. I wanna be happy on my own.
And I'm gonna do that.
Cause why the fuck should I suffer over something I can't change?
No point. But being happy… That's a pretty good wish. And I think I can do that. Make myself happy again. I just need to try harder, and I think I'm strong enough to to that.
Cause I'm tired of being sad. Of being broken.
Fixing myself is gonna be hard. But totally worth it.