sound of my voice, мастер метафор

can't even move out properly

Oh, c'mon, universe! What have I done? Why can't things ever go my way?
I'm so tired of hoping and never actually getting anything.
Just tired.

#home #just my luck #suffering much

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sick

I need a therapist or something.

#my broken mind #suffering much

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very much sucks

I am deep.
Me, hey, hello, I'm here. Pull me out.

#silly me #suffering much

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yup, sounds like me

Mom came to visit me. I got sick the day before.
Just my luck.

#family #just my luck #silly me

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tired of sitting at home

I want my days to be full of emotions and colours. Again.
I guess I really want the university to start already.
New people.
New knowledge.
New experience.
New life.
New me.

#silly me #university

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all over again

Oh, that's just great!
Yeah, let's start this shit all over, you being a selfish bastard, me being a little selfish victim.
Fucking hate it.
You know I hurt.
And yet you do stuff, just "cause you shouldn't".
I know I shouldn't. But it's fucking how it is.

The funny part is, I still don't hate.

#friends #suffering much

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afraid to be happy

I got in, I think?
Philology.
I got in.
But I'm afraid to be fully happy and glad cause I'm scared the lists are not final. Waiting for the 3rd to prove it.

#university

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English teacher or not

I'm still gonna reach my goal.
I'm going to be a teacher.
No matter what.

#blue dreams #university

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slowly going crazy

I'm not particularly sad or miserable lately, but I'm highly unstable.
Don't wanna see me cry? Treat me like a fucking princess.
I know, it's stupid, and I don't really think that. I just wish people took my mental state and feelings in consideration.

#my broken mind #silly me

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and how do I figure that out?

I either stopped feeling this void inside me or got used to it. Not quite sure…

#silly me #suffering much

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scared like a baby

Going to apply documents for Universities.
Scared and nervous.
God, I hope I'm gonna be lucky at least in this case. Like, c'mon, I've had enough.

#silly me #university

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be my normal happy self

I want to change things. I wanna be happy on my own.
And I'm gonna do that.
Cause why the fuck should I suffer over something I can't change?
No point. But being happy… That's a pretty good wish. And I think I can do that. Make myself happy again. I just need to try harder, and I think I'm strong enough to to that.
Cause I'm tired of being sad. Of being broken.
Fixing myself is gonna be hard. But totally worth it.

#happiness #silly me

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simple as that

I JUST WANT NOT TO CARE!

#love life #suffering much

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never wanted this Santa Barbara in my life

When you do your best, but still wanna cry at any moment of the day. And sometimes do, not even yourself knowing the clear reason.
And it's not like something extraordinary happened.
I guess I'm just… tired. And maybe lonely. But mostly morally exhausted.
I need some rest. And peace.
Wanna take a break from everything and just go to another city or even country. Forget about all my troubles for a week. Relax. Gain some strength.

Seas and forests of the world, come to me. Since I can't come to you.

#friends #love life #suffering much

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мастер метафор

Я была его пластырем, а у него не хватило силы воли, чтобы не сдирать корочку.

#love life #my broken mind #silly me

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