soon I'll have no tears left
When will I stop being such a crybaby?
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17 June
2
oh little fly, you are your own spider
I just hope you can break out of this web you've spun for yourself.
It's not doing you any good. And you know it.
But the web is so sweet you'd stay in it forever.
Well, don't. Listen to this wise fly.
I'm only here to help.
It's not doing you any good. And you know it.
But the web is so sweet you'd stay in it forever.
Well, don't. Listen to this wise fly.
I'm only here to help.
11 June
nothing's changed when so much has changed
He was right, you know.
We ARE merging black holes.
And it only creates more destruction.
Creates destruction. Ha.
But I'm happy with the place we are at now.
So no complains.
We ARE merging black holes.
And it only creates more destruction.
Creates destruction. Ha.
But I'm happy with the place we are at now.
So no complains.
10 June
7 June
мне только заголовки придумывать
раньше я думал, что пиратом может быть каждый. как глупо.
этажом выше.
а мы все падали, и падали, и падали вниз, пока не поняли, что уже мертвы.
грустно, что мы не такие, как все. очень грустно.
а когда взгляды пересекаются, в животе все сжимается. неприятно.
нужно, не нужно - решайте сами.
как это было глупо тогда. и поздно.
а тогда он сам же.
они же, а не мы.
все живут, мы просто.
этажом выше.
а мы все падали, и падали, и падали вниз, пока не поняли, что уже мертвы.
грустно, что мы не такие, как все. очень грустно.
а когда взгляды пересекаются, в животе все сжимается. неприятно.
нужно, не нужно - решайте сами.
как это было глупо тогда. и поздно.
а тогда он сам же.
они же, а не мы.
все живут, мы просто.
6 June
going in circles
Moms are weird. Sometimes they make it so much harder on you, and sometimes so much easier.
Like today, while we talked, she managed to do both in an hour. Ridiculous.
But I believe, I know that everything is going to be alright. With my life, with their life. We deserve it. And all of us will be finally happy.
Until shit hits the fan again. But at least we'll have a break.
Like today, while we talked, she managed to do both in an hour. Ridiculous.
But I believe, I know that everything is going to be alright. With my life, with their life. We deserve it. And all of us will be finally happy.
Until shit hits the fan again. But at least we'll have a break.
5 June
when it rains, it pours
Why can I never have one problem at a time? It always has to be a shit load of them.
And yes, I think I got over. I THINK. Ha. I hope.
But all the other stuff won't just disappear. And I so want it to. To resolve itself.
I just wanna be happy. For a moment. Truly happy.
And yes, I think I got over. I THINK. Ha. I hope.
But all the other stuff won't just disappear. And I so want it to. To resolve itself.
I just wanna be happy. For a moment. Truly happy.
«
I've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end,
But on a Wednesday in a cafe I watched it begin again»
— Taylor Swift – Begin Again