It's Christmas alright. For me the whole December is.
Also I got those beautiful fairy lights I've always wanted, so that's amazing.
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11 December
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5 December
2 December
but it's not like I need much more
The only moment I regret I have like four friends is when all of them are busy or unable to go with me somewhere. And one of them is in another city to top all that.
Fuck.
Fuck.
29 November
too personal
I should… I need to learn how to separate myself from songs and poems. It brings up too much.
23 November
18 November
they say alone doesn't mean lonely; ha
You know what makes me sad the most?
That I don't have anyone to say "good morning" to.
That I don't have anyone to say "good morning" to.
13 November
4 November
fucking witch
You know how you have a habit of thinking that everything's okay and you feel better? Well, you need to lose it. Cause when you do think that, things usually go down the drain.
25 October
you'll rise again
Soon snow will cover everything.
And by the time next spring comes, I'll be completely fine.
And by the time next spring comes, I'll be completely fine.
21 October
the exact description of this blog, lol
Fuckfuckfuck.
Everything sucks.
Badbadbad.
I'm so tired.
Sad.
Crying.
Oh, I'm fine, look at me, I'm cool, I'm strong, I'm moving on.
Ah, no, I'm not. Sorry, my mistake.
Hello, darkness, my old friend.
Everything sucks.
Badbadbad.
I'm so tired.
Sad.
Crying.
Oh, I'm fine, look at me, I'm cool, I'm strong, I'm moving on.
Ah, no, I'm not. Sorry, my mistake.
Hello, darkness, my old friend.
17 October
"super only friend" my ass
I think I know what's wrong with me. It's that feeling, the realization that… Well, I'm not a priority anymore. Simple as that.
13 October
10 October
8 October
am I that stupid?
Think about it, jeez!
Why do you keep tormenting yourself and cry your eyes out. I hope that's PMS, but you know it's not only that.
It's never gonna go away that way. Or heal.
It was so silly of you to think that the change of scenery and activities on itself is going to help. Nothing is gonna make you stop hurting except you.
So start acting like an adult. Make the right choices. Like you did once already. You did make a right one and you know it. So make some more.
And when you do - once you do! - stick to it.
Why do you keep tormenting yourself and cry your eyes out. I hope that's PMS, but you know it's not only that.
It's never gonna go away that way. Or heal.
It was so silly of you to think that the change of scenery and activities on itself is going to help. Nothing is gonna make you stop hurting except you.
So start acting like an adult. Make the right choices. Like you did once already. You did make a right one and you know it. So make some more.
And when you do - once you do! - stick to it.
3 October